didn't realize -- written June 28, 2013

I didn't realize just how sad I have been since October. I was fortunate that I could see my husband every weekend, that I could talk to him whenever.....a lot of families don't have that option. But every Monday morning when he got up (crazy early) to drive to Lindsborg for the week..........my heart broke a little....each week a little more. I joked around about having the best of both worlds, house to myself during week-- hubby on weekends....but now that it is coming to an end....I want to yell it to the world that I HATED this. Scott -- Home is not home without you.....if the next chapter we are apart again, I will put on a smile and do what needs to be done....but until then I am going to have a happy happy happy heart because my best friend is back with me.