perfect

sometimes I think...I think too much

I wish I could just let it go

not be so hard on myself

how do you NOT compare yourself to others

they look perfect

perfect job

perfect house

perfect perfect perfect

I know....no one is really perfect.

I know I don't even want to be perfect.

Perfect doesn't seem like me

But what is it that I really want?

I want that feeling of

falling asleep exhausted

with my heart full

with my soul full

with that feeling of

knowing I made a difference to someone not perfect

knowing that I didn't waste myself

knowing that I left a smile in someone else's heart

knowing that I tried

I mattered

I loved

I gave

I grew

that sounds perfect to me

more than 

the perfect body

the perfect job

the perfect house

I want to feel perfect inside

where only I can see